Musings

[avatar4321]

so im sitting here at home thinking about things on my day off. I realize life isnt exactly where i want it to be. Thing is Im not sure what I want to do about it.

I mean dont get me wrong. I have a pretty good life. I've been blessed with a decent job. My family is supportive of me. I have lots of good friends. I just feel like im stagnant.

And part of me things, hey maybe im depressed. But at the same time I just feel like even though my life is good there is something missing. Somethings not right about it.

To be honest Im not sure what it is. Not sure what I need to do differently.

Part of me keeps thinking back to undergrad. I miss it out west at school. But at the same time i do feel like that part of my life is over. Not thrilled about it. which is funny because it wasnt problem free. i just miss it a bit. Like im homesick.. which is ironic because im back at home right now.

Anyway, im just musing among my friends. not sure what im looking for if anything.

[Monkeybone]

Maybe you need a woman Av.

[avatar4321]

Nah.. its not that at all. I just need room to grow... thats what it feels like anyway.

[Abbey Marie]

I'd like to help, Av, but in my experience, when people ask for somone's opinions, whatever answer they get is the wrong one. The person asking seems to already know their own answer. Good luck anyway.

[emmett]

Coach little league

second job

get a harley

start a garden

write a book

play more golf

become a male prostitute

volunteer at boys club

[avatar4321]

Coach little league

Not knowledgible enough

second job

its a possibility

get a harley

No money

start a garden

Thought about it.

write a book

On my to do list

play more golf

Blah

become a male prostitute

The women would pay me not to sleep with them.

volunteer at boys club

Im tired of kids...