I grow weary of your bullshit. Take the day off. When you come back, try two things:
Use the PM system for personal comments to other users where appropriate.
at least TRY TO FUCKING FOLLOW A CONVERSATION. If you have trouble finding the point of another's post, ASK THEM TO CLARIFY. DO NOT simply pick out ONE or two words they wrote and make up lies about 'their point'.
You are embarrassing yourself.
“… the greatest detractor from high performance is fear: fear that you are not prepared, fear that you are in over your head, fear that you are not worthy, and ultimately, fear of failure. If you can eliminate that fear—not through arrogance or just wishing difficulties away, but through hard work and preparation—you will put yourself in an incredibly powerful position to take on the challenges you face" - Pete Carroll.