Life Experiences, BE THEY GOOD OR BAD
This thread will be about---
My life experiences as best as I can remember them, going back as far as the mid 60's...
Should it bore you, then don't bother reading.
However, what you read will be posted with no ego driven embellishments and as raw, good or bad as it is/was.
Any failings shall be in my memory and not intentional. Each may be a short story or just a brief comment about a time place, person, thing or event.
Bear with me, as this is not intended to be a lesson in grammar, writing, etc....
Maybe more like an open book on my mistakes, and wild life as a young man.
Today, first one..
I was 15 years old, 1969 and head over heels in love with the prettiest girl that ever wore a mini-skirt. My, my the visions I had of her naked and us in a very private place! Such thoughts if a reality would have melted paint off the walls! As she was just that hot and two years older than I.
I mean this girl could have posed for PLAYBOY and quite likely have modeled had she ever chosen that path.
THERE WAS JUST ONE PROBLEM, SHE BEING OLDER LIKED OLDER GUYS- THUS I KNEW I HAD NO CHANCE.
And jumping ahead a few years(7 to be exact), when I got that chance I was married to my first wife and did not dare act upon it(but that is another story)..
Having zero chance with that vision did nothing to stop my imagination and night dreams! And those dreams were so real I often had visible proof the following morning, even tho' I had never woke up during the night.
What made this worse is that she would from time to time(perhaps because of my bad/tough image) give me that inviting look/smile..
And no not in a tease way , as some gals did to guys but in a real way(which years later she admitted was real interest)..
Fast forward a year, at age 16, upon my older brother''s suggestion, I finally started talking to her a bit. Now she was 18 years old at that time and in a serious relationship with a guy(Ron) in his first year of college, age 19/20 years old..
After a couple months she told me one day, you know if Ron and I ever break it off, maybe we can go out and you can show me what you got....
OK,this sounded damn interesting terminology, birthing hopes and even more fevered dreams. I began praying for that break-up, even a car accident
that disposed of the guy.
Fate saw fit to crash me into another beautiful gal's life and 'she was not in a relationship with anybody.
So being a selfish, very eager and sex driven young male I dived into the real thing and with gusto.
Once that experience came into play,I lost interest in any future promised treasure that would likely never -come-!
The first dream, the first vision, the first hottest gal to ever crank my motor just faded away when going up against the real deal!
When facing off against the first experiences of sex and lust with a very willing and hot sexy girl..
Now folks, aint that tha way of the world?
And why women think we men are (all?)dawgs? Because at times we damn sure are!
More later about the first mini-skirt vision girl, (if I do no forget), because the first paint on the wall melting gal comes around AGAIN WHEN I AM NO LONGER JUST A SEX-HUNGRY BOY SEEKING HIS FIRST REAL EXPERIENCE....INSTEAD I AM A MARRIED MAN...
............................
-Tyr
18 U.S. Code § 2381-Treason Whoever, owing allegiance to the United States, levies war against them or adheres to their enemies, giving them aid and comfort within the United States or elsewhere, is guilty of treason and shall suffer death, or shall be imprisoned not less than five years and fined under this title but not less than $10,000; and shall be incapable of holding any office under the United States.