I would agree with you that I did not have the mental toughness to be in the military. My complaint goes beyond a drill sgt yelling at me, to put it in list form because I am notorious for run on sentences
The first step to reconciling failure is to admit to yourself that you, not society or the Army or even your family, are the one that failed. From there you can begin to figure out why and take steps, if needed, to correct the problem. By admitting that you lacked the mental toughness, you have taken a worthy first step.
1. There was no quality control, had I not disenrolled myself and pushed to get out I would be a 1lt or cpt by now, (I was even encouraged to stay in a non military way by the major, I have alot of respect for that major because she did not attempt encouragement through intimidation which was of course outlined in my letter as one of the reasons I wanted to quit in the first place). I should have been ELSed in basic and in fact I even asked for it and was denyed.
Many recruits believe that they cannot make it, when in reality they can. You have to understand that the services balance the minimum standards against the quality of the applicant. They also know that many recruits have never been in a situation where quitting was not an option. Asking to quit in your recruit or entry level training is often simply someone who can succeed, but doesn't know it yet. As to quality control, I can only speak for Marines. But, I am certain that if pushed there would be documentation of your successes and evaluations to demonstrate that you were not perfect. But, good enough really does mean, Good Enough.
2. Since I had endured a moderate boarder line severe injury I got to experence what the CTMC and PTRP were like first hand and after reading articles there are many who had it bad enough that congress should have been involved.
My daughter is a Marine as well. During her time at SOI (School of Infantry) she twisted her ankle and knee on a night movement at Camp Geiger. She was dropped, and sent to the MRP. MRP is Medical Rehabilitation Platoon. On a daily basis her training day was physical therapy to rebuild her strength. She also endured the usual chickenshit (her words) of formations, inspections, duty or a-duty etc. What she, and many others in the PVT/PFC realm don't understand is that by doing those things, she never forgot that she was a Marine. What she saw was "I am supposed to be getting better and these idiots are worried about me passing a fucking JOB". Also, there are two chains of command at MRP. The primary COC is the troop handlers, Company Level, etc. The second is medical. The bottom line is that the medical folks decided she was fit. So, once she passed a PFT she went back to an SOI class to complete her training. I am going out on a limb here, but I bet the Army PTRP is run pretty close to this with one difference. My daughter was a Marine, not a recruit as SOI comes after boot camp. These soldiers, were not really Soldiers. Since they had not graduated from recruit training, a semblence of the recruit training structure has to be maintained to at least salvage a bit of the training received. I understand that sucks. But unlike you and the blogger, I understand why it has to be that way.
http://onlyvolunteers.blogspot.com/2...nks-abuse.html
Intereting Blog. But, I have to wonder, why is it written by a Mom who is obviously not Army Literate? She cannot do anything but emphasize with her adopted Soldiers without a BS filter. She is seeing things thru thier eyes. There is a remedy built in as well. From one of the comments on the same page as the above link:
While, yes in every organization, there is a bad apple. You have no right to blame the Chain of Command. Any and all incidents should have been reported promptly. I am sure it would have been taken care of in an appropriate and just manner.
http://www.counterpunch.org/jw04052006.html
This was one of the most deplorable things I have ever seen, the things done to people that should have been discharged equate to torture. Also the VA hospital incident. The fact that I experenced these things to a much milder degree tells me these are not one offs or flukes these are just the times the military sort of got caught. The military does not care about its own members well being, if you are lucky enough you will have a unit that will care about each other but the military as a whole could care less.
I read the entire second link. The physical abuse should have been nipped in the bud and the Drill Sergeant punished. The First Sergeant (according to the author) should have been punished. The issue is that the troops in question had not completed the basic training to the degree to know how to properly report these things. The woman writing the blog is screaming at the top of her lungs in the wrong directions as well. IF she really wants to help, then she needs to educate herself on the system in place. Simply building a website that gets lots of hits won't do it. Your comments about the military not caring are simply ignorant since you personally didn't get high enough in the food chain to be charged with leadership of Soldiers.
3. National gaurd should never be used for forign deployments, hence the word NATIONAL regardless of whatever beauricratic regulation you want to post, it is a blatent misuse of state resources for federal gain not to mention an undue strain on the members becasue they have civilian jobs, and often times full time military pay is way less than there civilian pay (in my case much much much less, full time military pay would not come close to covering my bills).
I'm guessing that you, a college graduate, did no personal research on the mission of the Army Guard before you volunteerd? Also, had you successfully integrated into the Guard and gained the experience you would have received follow on training to address the financial issues you mention. But, since you didn't, Let me try to help you out. This is getting to be a long post. So, go, here, and let that be your starting point. Soldiers and Sailors Relief Act of 1940 as amended in 1991
If you want to post ignorant/flaming or otherwise uninteresting posts I will ignore you, I have run out of patience for thoes who dont get it and tout the same BS I heard over and over when I was in, its like a broken record.
Grasshopper, you get what you give. When you post like an idiot you will get flames. When you post intelligently you will get discussion. This post is the first one I have seen out of you that appears to have been written by someone who didn't flunk out of "Are you smarter than a fifth grader?".
BTW black lance thank for posting something in an intellegent manner.