Originally Posted by
Gem
OK, now we're actually getting somewhere.
And you know what? I hear you!
Sounds like you were in 'Nam, CSM. I think there's something you need to know about me. I lost more than a few friends during that time when I tried to tell my fellow peaceniks that they shouldn't be spittin' on returning soldiers, that they- as a general rule anyway- weren't the problem- that it was the lies and deceptions of those in power and those that stood to gain so much from that military campaign that were the problem. Yeah, you may have thought you were fighting for our country, but the sad fact is you were misled by your own government and fought a war that, in hindsight, never needed to be fought at all. and here is where we differ...I did't think I was fighting for my country ... I KNOW I WAS! I hate to tell you this, CSM, but you were being used- by your own government and the corporations that made billions off of all those misled soldiers, you included. Horsecrap ... I wasn't drafted, I joined. I volunteered (twice) to go over there. I know exactly what was at stake. I was not and am not as stupid or misled as you would have the world believe. I also don't believe I've ever said that our soldiers deserved to die because "they knew what they were getting into". You did not, others like you have. You're not the only one that lost friends in that war, CSM- and it hurt me just as bad as it hurt you. You think so? Did those friends die in your arms? Did you hear their cries of pain and anguish with your own ears? Did you have to wipe their blood and guts off your uniform (or worse, wear it for a few days until you got back to base camp)? Or did you read about it in the home town newspaper as you sat in our college dorm?
If I come across as "morally superior" to you maybe it's because I've been through my own battles and gotten screwed and hurt and faced death a few times myself. There are many battlefields in the journey of life, CSM, and a lot of those are concerned with learning the appropriate ways of dealing with misfortune and bitter disappointments. Do not presme to tell me what is appropriate; you have NO IDEA...none. It is the battles within that are the hardest battles to win, and to win those battles one must learn to step out of oneself and learn to see the world or a situation through someone elses eyes. You yourself may want to do that sometime before you start telling others how they should feel, think or act. It is, in a word, an excercise in getting over oneself and learning to move forward and releasing the anger and pain of previous realities that have caused us pain. Also, do not think you can lecture me with our sanctimonious psycho-babble....
You say you were wounded. Well, you know what, I've been wounded from hostile fire on the battlefield of life too. Battlefield of life??? Do you think that soldiers only fight on some isolated battlefield that has nothing to do with life? My friend, soldiers fight on more battlefields than you will ever know, including the one you call life.And you know what? When I returned to that battlefield a month later I wasn't allowed, by law, to carry a weapon on that battlefield. But I returned to that battlefield, unarmed, as required by law, with a paralysed arm and still spitting out chunks of lead, and performed the duties I was ordered to do. There are many forms of courage, CSM. You know, it took a lot of courage to go back on the job, unarmed, by myself, on the graveyard shift, after I'd been hit, point blank, with a 16 guage shotgun in the back and the side of my face. Especially without a weapon with which to defend myself. Ya know what, if it was a civilian job, you had a choice...you chose to go back into that situation. Just I and many others CHOSE to go back to ours...or perhaps you were misled and used?? But I did what I knew I had to do. You know, it took a lot of courage for those flower children in the 60's to walk up to those National Guardsmen that had their weapons leveled at them and stick the stems of flowers into the barrels of the weapons the Guardsmen had leveled at them, knowing full well that the order to open fire could come at any time too. Horsecrap again...those students never ever believed those soldiers would open fire...not in a million years! They were playing a game. It wasn't a courage born of fear or an instinct to survive, CSM, it was a courage borne of belief and conviction and a knowledge of right and wrong and a desire to do what we knew was right. You are so full of it! Those students were protesting because they thought they were being cute. It was the thing to do in those days. It was a spiritual courage, CSM, the kind of courage Jesus tried to teach, and there is no level of courage greater than that. You can save that too. I have seen the face of courage...all kinds, including spiritual courage.
Know why we aren't seeing any protestors spitting on wounded returning soldiers today like we saw during the 'Nam years? It's because we learned the lessons of the mistakes of our past. It has nothing to do with anyone supporting a "cause celebre' ". Bullshit. You are not spitting on soldier these days because there are those who today will not allow that to happen ever again...and it isn't you or those like you who ensure that.We know now what not to do. To that I can agree; you know that won't win you or "the party" votes. Question is, have those that support Bush&Co and the War in Iraq learned their lessons from the past, as US liberals have? Have they learned what not to do? Have you?
Oh indeed I have! I have learned that the "silent majority" can no longer be silent! They must stand up to the likes of you who have done all that I described before. I will never ever let denigrating comments about soldiers go unchallenged; I will not stand idly by while those like you try to undermine this country in the name of morality, or anything else. I will not let the lies and hypocricy stand in the limelight unopposed.
If we come across as being "superior" maybe it's because US liberals are disgusted at seeing our nation and our soldiers duped, not once but twice, in the same way in a single lifetime. Again the arrogance...the presumption that soldiers are too stupid to know what is right, too ignorant to know a scam when it happens. I too am disgusted...disgusted that once again, those who are interested only in political power turn to those like you to undermine this country. I am disgusted that once again those like you will impose defeat on the United States and then smuggly pat yourselves on the back. This may come as a surprise to you, CSM, but US liberals support our troops and don't like what this administration, and the corporate entities they cater and kow-tow to, are putting soldiers much like yourself through. Guess what, I don't believe ANY liberal truly supports the troops. Your own words and the words of the liberals just like you show how insincere you are! Instead of all the partisan bickering and hate and resentments from the past taking control of our lives wouldn't it be better to just let a peacenik liberal come up to you and hug you, say what needs to said, offer the deserved apologies and let the tears flow and watch the hatred, angst and bitterness melt away so that we can be one people and one nation once again? No, how about letting an old soldier like me come up to you and knock the snot out of you for selling us out those many years ago and then kick your ass for doing it again? That would be far better!
Things need to be said alright but you and those like you will not listen; but then I knew what you meant is that you want to tell me how wrong I am, but you have no intention of letting ME tell YOU how wrong YOU are.... That, I think, would be the healing way, and I think both you and I know that there's plenty of healing that needs to be done in OUR country.
There is indeed healing that needs to be done, but it sure wont happen if you keep sticking that knife in a soldier's back. It wont happen if you and those like you keep aiding and abetting the enemy. It wont happen as long as you and those like you look down your noses and me and those like me.
I think you also need to know that I haven't written this from a space of ego or superiority. What I have written here comes from the heart. I know you can't see it, but I am wiping the tears of hope and forgiveness from my face as I write these last few words. That should serve as a clear indication of the depth of what I have come to believe and wish to share with you. In the crowd I run with we say that you can always count on your fair-weather friends to tell you what you want to hear, but it's your real friends that will tell you what you need to hear. Really? Then you are trying to tell me that you are ready to listen to what I have to say? Or are you so self centered and arrogant that you think it is only YOU that has things I need to hear...I now the answer to that already! I really would prefer to be your friend, CSM, but you're going to have to let me be that friend- and that choice would have to be up to you.
Peace, Brother!
Gem