Go for it if it will ease up your hatred amigo.
After all, the dead person will feel nothing and you may even heal a bit.
Which apparently you need badly, IMHO.
MYSELF, I ALWAYS PREFERRED " FIST DANCING UPON THEIR HEADS", WHILE THEY WERE ABOVE GROUND, IF SUCH ACTIONS WERE JUSTIFIED.
And yes, it was always a very satisfying and rewarding experience..- --Tyr
18 U.S. Code § 2381-Treason Whoever, owing allegiance to the United States, levies war against them or adheres to their enemies, giving them aid and comfort within the United States or elsewhere, is guilty of treason and shall suffer death, or shall be imprisoned not less than five years and fined under this title but not less than $10,000; and shall be incapable of holding any office under the United States.