That may have something to do with the part of my brain that processes embarrassment is severely impaired. Furthermore, doing your best doesn't constitute treating someone like crap. That is unless you want to take the ridiculous assertion that most of us on the Autistic spectrum don't deserve to have a relationship. I have met people at Autism support groups that let society lead them around by the nose. They wind up alone, unemployed and on government assistance. I decided to not let that happen and get what I need out of life by any means necessary. Lots of people resent that for some reason. I'm mildly, but only mildly curious as to why.
In real life (not online), I have the right by not to be discriminated against and I use the powers that be to enforce my right not to be discriminated against out in public or in the workplace. You made several references that you would like to cross my path in a public place. If that were to occur at a Walmart for example, you would be criminally charged with simple assault or felony aggravated assault depending on how far you let it go. Punches hurt for awhile, a criminal record lasts longer.