I have been toying with the idea of going back to church. I am searching locally, and I think I have found a few I would like to visit.
Through this search, I have even looked at the mega-churches that I already know about, and have been to (mostly to see what makes them so popular). One I was member of until my grandmother passed away. I pretty much stopped going after her funeral there. Haven't set foot in the place since then, and that was 17 years ago. I have been in churches since then, just not that one. It is a fairly large church, but one of the smaller of the 'mega churches'. I don't really have an issue with that one in particular. I think it just feels part of my past life, and I don't ever really remembering liking it there. My grandmother did, which is why we went. I think after her funeral there... I also 'laid to rest' my desire to attend there. I was pretty angry with God for a while after that. Well, that and I really never felt a sense of belonging there to begin with. I always felt like an outsider.
There is another church locally, called the Living Word Christian Center. I guess the pastor, Mac Hammond, is pretty well known, even nationally.
I see this place and it is the size of two city blocks. Seriously. And they just expanded and added a flashy new LED sign that stands over the highway. There used to be someone's home that sat where that sign did. I watched them in the process of moving it a month or so ago, not realizing it was the church expanding.
Anyway... why does this church just reek of hypocrisy? I see the size of the place... if you walk from one end to the other, it takes 10 minutes. Now they do have a school there, but still. I am told that their annual budget is $35 million. I can't imagine the cost of the overhead for heating/power/water, etc.
Then there is the fact that Mac Hammond drives a Porche Cayenne. My husband used to attend this church with his ex-wife. Other than during school hours, the building is closed to the public most of the time. How is this supposed to make those seeking Him feel welcome?
Their new wing cost something around $7-10 million.
This 'church' is set in one of the lowest-income areas in the Twin Cities suburbs. It is riddled with crime and poverty.
They couldn't spend the $7-10 million on helping some of the people in the community?
To me, I see this Mac Hammond guy not really doing this for the love of His word and the desire to 'shepherd' the flock and bring those who seek Him in. I see this guy as profiting off His word. With multiple homes and even a private plane... this to me speaks of hypocrisy.
If all were taken away and he was no longer given such a lavish lifestyle by that church...would he still do what he does? Would he actually go out and find a regular job/career to support his family, and ultimately his lavish lifestyle?
Is he really in it for the love of His word, or for the love of the easy money and carefree lifestyle.
I suppose I could preach a good sermon myself if it meant I got the life he does. I wouldn't do it, because personally I believe someone spreading His word, would do so for free.
Now... I would like to think not all 'mega churches' are like LWCC. However I am curious to know why all of them need such expensive equipment and surroundings. They seem to spend more money and time doing things that don't really help the community directly. Much of it seems very self-fulfilling and have very little outside effect. Which leads me to feel like most of these massive churches are really just a money-making scheme with a religious facade.
I have googled and read various online blogs and articles with the same kind of concerns I have. Even several investigations about all the 'goings on'.
Thoughts...?